Relationships are tricky. Usually when people talk about relationships they are talking about sexual relationships; the bonding of two individuals, and their hormonal love for one another. There are also platonic relationships you have and encounter in your daily life. You have relationships with your parents, your friends, your teachers... i think you get the point.
This conversation will be on the former, and not the latter. I, unlike many of my peers did not naturally gravitate towards the traditional relationship, and thus, did not mature like many of my peers. Like many late bloomers, however, I was eager to make up for lost time (I stole that line from Hitch :P) I did not have a girlfriend until I was in 7th grade. She was... alright. Pleasant to be around, and aesthetically pleasing if you catch my drift. We dated for about 2 months, and she then decided to break up with me. If I can be entirely frank. It wasn't me, it was her. I tried, good god, believe me I tried to be a good boyfriend, but whenever I'd extend my arm and ask her to hold my hand, she'd look at me as if I had 3 heads. Needless to say, I still felt badly about the whole breakup thing, especially the fact that she asked one of my friends to tell me. >:( Shit sucked, and I became depressed for a couple of days. I remember the day she broke up with me, my Grandmother and I went out to Barns and Noble and bought Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind, and I've loved the movie ever since, it really helped ease the pain. Time passed, and I didn't really try to get a girlfriend, but I did gain some friends that were girls. I'll keep their names anonymous for now, because I haven't asked them for permission, and most likely wouldn't receive it. They were nice, and generally interested in what I did. I, unfortunately, have a tenancy to fall in love with anyone that shows me the least bit of attention, and thusly, became infatuated with one of them. I've never told her, mainly because I'm in a relationship now, but I can't help but think that we'd be great together... but I digress.
So, 9th Grade flew by, and so did the summer. Coming back to school and seeing everyone's smiling face cheered me up. I was doing well in school, up until a nasty spell of sickness rendered me out of school for several days. Work was piling up, and I couldn't stand the pressure. I dropped out of many of my classes in order to ease the workload, but to this day, it hasn't helped much. Going back to the main point, I recently found out that one of my female friends was attracted to me, and she had kept it a secret for some time. Now, mind you, I'm not the type of person who is mean spirited, but I had been a royal bastard to her. She didn't deserve it, and we gradually became a couple. Brief side note: I fucking hate the term couple, it signifies the unity of two, and I'm not exactly jumping on the whole couple's bandwagon. She asked me once if I felt she was too clingy, and I responded "of course not!" I don't know how someone can be too clingy, but my only complaint is that maybe she could tone it down just a bit. Also, I'm always worried that she'll leave me for another person, because we don't spend much time with each other. Yet again, I've tried to have us get together, but she's always busy -_-
Wow, I have no clue why I just wasted my time writing that, I just had to vent...
thx for reading ^_^
Monday, May 2, 2011
Osama v. Obama
Well, I assume most of my followers live in the good ol' US of A. If so, (unless you've been living in a media cave) you heard that Osama Bin Laden was killed last night. Now, while most redneck inbreds are shooting off their guns and having victory sex with their first cousin, I for one have been thinking, "What difference does it make?". Now, before a flame war erupts on this blog let me explain. Osama is old news people. I'm sure if this happened sooner I would care more, but now-a-days I'm not so concerned with attacks from a guy hiding in the desert with kidney failure. Another reason I'm not jumping for joy quite yet is the fact that this leaves us, in a moment of our guard being down, open for retaliation. Not to cause pandemonium, but I do remember some Al-Quaida members saying that if their fuhrer was ever slain, that the "Stinking US pigdogs" Would pay in blood.
My final point. CNN posted this article today with the headline OBAMA TELLS FAMILIES OF 9/11 VICTEMS THAT 'JUSTICE IS SERVED' http://www.cnn.com/2011/POLITICS/05/02/bin.laden.white.house/index.html?eref=mrss_igoogle_cnn
The president used the term "justice" to justify what he's done, but we must think, has justice really been served? I think the mentality of US citizens is "eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth" But they fail to realize that this perpetual cycle of bloodshed and mass killing leads us nowhere, and in fact is killing us at an exponential rate.
That's all I have to say.
Thx for reading ^_^
My final point. CNN posted this article today with the headline OBAMA TELLS FAMILIES OF 9/11 VICTEMS THAT 'JUSTICE IS SERVED' http://www.cnn.com/2011/POLITICS/05/02/bin.laden.white.house/index.html?eref=mrss_igoogle_cnn
The president used the term "justice" to justify what he's done, but we must think, has justice really been served? I think the mentality of US citizens is "eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth" But they fail to realize that this perpetual cycle of bloodshed and mass killing leads us nowhere, and in fact is killing us at an exponential rate.
That's all I have to say.
Thx for reading ^_^
Friday, April 29, 2011
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Wednesday, March 23, 2011
What Im up to now, and why i've been on hiatus
As many of my youtube subscribers know, i've "quit" playing rock band. In actuality this statement is false, i've been trying to do better in school, due to the fact that i'm failing Geometry and English. (it went from a 95% to a 55% in 2 weeks... FML) anyhow, once my grades improve, i'll be more than happy to return to plastic drum godliness. I did enjoy PAX while I was there and met moomoo, hellashes, ganonmetroid, and brockbfball. I love them all and we kicked ass on the stage.
^_^ thx for reading
^_^ thx for reading
What Im up to now, and why i've been on hiatus
As many of my youtube subscribers know, i've "quit" playing rock band. In actuality this statement is false, i've been trying to do better in school, due to the fact that i'm failing Geometry and English. (it went from a 95% to a 55% in 2 weeks... FML) anyhow, once my grades improve, i'll be more than happy to return to plastic drum godliness. I did enjoy PAX while I was there and met moomoo, hellashes, ganonmetroid, and brockbfball. I love them all and we kicked ass on the stage.
^_^ thx for reading
^_^ thx for reading
Thursday, March 3, 2011
It's been a while :3 (Im gonna be on G4?????)
Hey, wow... sorry y'all I have so much to say.
Ok, so, as some of you know, I could be appearing on G4TV next weekend.
Why? you may ask. Well kind sir or madam, I am pretty... 1337 at rockband,
and have been invited to face off against the best of the best at PAX east. If I'm
lucky, Saturday, March 12th, I could be broadcast across the country as a kick ass drumma
let's hope the pressure won't make me crack
Secondly, I found this Hirrarious "Unreleased" NES game that's been blowin up the interwebs
It's name you may ask? Why "Doki Doki Toshokan - Gatsby no Monogatari"; The Great Gatsby for NES
if you haven't seen it link here
http://greatgatsbygame.com/
or, check out the rockin' chiptune tracks from the game
http://goo.gl/fPq4V
Thx, I hope to be blogging soon. :3
Ok, so, as some of you know, I could be appearing on G4TV next weekend.
Why? you may ask. Well kind sir or madam, I am pretty... 1337 at rockband,
and have been invited to face off against the best of the best at PAX east. If I'm
lucky, Saturday, March 12th, I could be broadcast across the country as a kick ass drumma
let's hope the pressure won't make me crack
Secondly, I found this Hirrarious "Unreleased" NES game that's been blowin up the interwebs
It's name you may ask? Why "Doki Doki Toshokan - Gatsby no Monogatari"; The Great Gatsby for NES
if you haven't seen it link here
http://greatgatsbygame.com/
or, check out the rockin' chiptune tracks from the game
http://goo.gl/fPq4V
Thx, I hope to be blogging soon. :3
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